Loveless Act 19

The sound of thunder
The sight of chaos
The stench of death

The warmth of light
The purity of hearts
The assurance of peace

The end of life
The end of time
The end of everything



I don't think I ever told anyone about this.I don't know whether I want to tell you people or not.I think I should.
Ever wondered why I moved to Tiong Bahru?

The reason is very simple.But let me digress for a while.Think about it.Has your family been so affected financially that your parents are always fighting?Has your family have to do anything just to make ends meet?Has anyone of you have your parents shout at you until you cry?Have any of you need to give up something to move forward in life?


My dad lost his job.We were moved to Tiong Bahru where the government 'helps' us.I don't think anyone of you knows how it feels like.Being far away from your friends.Having to live behind an illusion.Some of you will say I am lying.Everyone says I am lying.Who trusts me?You people don't even care.Wonder why I stay out as often as I can?Ever wondered why I am always sad in school?I don't think so.All of you lead lives that are better than mine.You don't have to fight to survive.Others were born lucky.What about me?My family only has until October before we have to leave this bloody place.After that?I might have to live on the streets.Maybe I might even have move to Malaysia.By then I would have left school.Bet most of you will be happy right?No more of the jerk who brings everyone down.Luqman will be jumping with joy.No more of the asshole to insult him.Hafiz will be busy insulting me.Jeremy will not have to worry about me bothering him.In fact,I thought about whether I ought to be HERE in the first place.


Remember this?


Forgotten Past
Painful Present
Missing Future