Loveless Act 18

The Hero returns to fight for his people
The people cheer and cry as they see the dreaded shadows retreat to the Dark
The Hero fights to save all who he love
Every drop of his blood spilt is a blessing to those who believe in the Light





Hi,I know I have been a jerk.An asshole really.I have never opened up to anyone till now.Maybe this will let you understand me.I don't know who here is a friend or a foe but I will start everything again.

My name is Rui How.My pals call me John.I was born on the seventh of June 1995.Currently staying in Tiong Bahru.I am a pessimistic/optimistic person but which ever side surfaces more,you should know.I have friends,but I don't talk about them.

Many of you think that I am an emotional teen,but  I am not.It is just that I like to keep to myself.If all of you noticed,I talk a lot when messaging instead of face-to-face talks.Some people(Hafiz,BX,Al)know me quite well I can say,and I am glad you do.
Let me create a scenario.For a person who knows me,if I am quiet,he/she will know that I am deep in thought or sad/angry.You will know that I stand up for my friends and I will do anything for them(my old friends should know that).For those who do not know me,I am a selfish,violent guy who has no feelings for anyone.I cannot blame you people for that as I am the one who did not open up.Recently,I just attended a camp(YTSAs should know that)and my group thought I was very quiet but I can talk(BX and friends AND Dini)a lot.The point is,you cannot judge a book by its cover.I am a cheerful guy,just that I don't show it.You might see me always alone,but that does not mean I am abandoned but just...I have no idea of what to say...I think I have mentioned this to some people,so I will say it again.I feel left-out whenever I see my friends hanging out together.To you people,you will think it is because I am a loner.But the truth is,I don't match with your style.Taking Jeremy for example,he knows a lot about music and he can play the piano.But me?I only know military stuff and I cannot even play a single musical instrument.You people always have something in common such as favourite stars or teams,but I don't.I don't even know what teams there are in the World Cup.I only recognise a few celebrities.I just don't match.You can say that I am weird.Like what most people would think is that boys like football and stuff but I don't.People are afraid of snakes and the like while I adore them.Is it weird?They like something,I don't like it.It is like all of you were made to be together.

I think some of you will be thinking that I am writing this to get sympathy.It is up to you to decide why.Just one thing for thought.I am sure everyone here has messages sent to them by friends on their birthdays.Anyone noticed my birthday did not appear on Facebook?I think not.I will stop here.For now.I might have more things to add.But for now,This is what I will reveal.Goodnight.