Loveless Act 11

The tears that slowly flow.
The sorrow that fills the sky.
The anger spreading over the lands.
The wrath that is heard from the heavens.

The lone soul stands untouched.
Wishing only to be alone and saved.
The wild roses wilthing.
And the dandelions floating across the fields.




This turns out to be my final post for now.I will have to stop here.I went to school today angry and I was nearly late.
Next came SS and I fell asleep.I have not been getting enough sleep now-adays.I am getting awfully tired.
After my Math lesson,I went to wait for the camp meeting to start but before anyone even consulted me,I was thrown to logistics.
Normally I would argue for a bit but I lost it today.I saw the board and I literally slammed the door in their faces.I tried talking to Jeremy
but the advice was not very helpful.Next came Xavier who misunderstood me.Hafiz was trying to cheer me up.
I went back but I kept silent.No one wanted me anyway.No one asked me for any suggestions.Why?
Because they think I am dull and boring.They don't know me at all.All the problems and hardships that I face,they do not have too.It is completely
different.Talking to Marcus who was the one in-charge did not help at all.He simply did not understand me.
I am so lost and confused right now.
Victoria,I hope you can achieve your dreams unlike me.
I cannot help myself,but I can help you.

Loveless Act 10

As the world is reborn.
As the angels come from the heavens.
The wild roses wither.
The water stops.







Just a note.This could be my last post for the next 2 months.Why,I will keep it to myself.
I am still falling asleep during lessons.What the hell is going on with me???
I tried to play the piano today but was too depressed to go on.
Went swimming but found not much fun in it.
Went 'shopping' and reached home at 10 p.m.
Finished doing my homework and typing this post now.


Victoria,I want you to know that if you need help,you can always find me.
I want to tell you this as well.
I like you.
I know it is hard to accept it.
It is never easy but what does your heart tell you?
I like you Victoria.




"Follow your heart.Only you can make your own decisions."- Lim Rui How

Loveless Act 9

The burning flame of desire.
The undying love for freedom.
Petals flying in the sky.
Tears of happiness floating by.





Slept during Chinese lessons today...again.After school,went to slack in the music room for choir to start.
An hour later and all the new-comers start coming.Soon after,all hell broke lose.Lost my patience and started getting angry...
Will end here for today since I have to go for trials tomorrow.I think.Goodnight Victoria.

Loveless Act 8

As the rain slowly falls on the ground.
The lone sparrow flies down to bathe.
The water that is pure and full of life.
The land of ever-lasting happiness.




I won't talk about school hours.I will just talk about after school hours.
I was slacking with Jeremy since he was waiting for someone.
We played badminton,basketball,soccer and played the piano.
Waited for 2 hours and I saw Victoria.
I wanted to talk to her,but I was too shy.
I see myself as inferior to everyone.


All the way Victoria,may you achieve your dreams.

Loveless Act 7

As the fire burns and ends all life.
The Angel comes out to pray.
The break in the sky.
The blowing of the winds.
The sound of lightning.
And the death of purity.




Feel awful today.Feel like I got hit by a truck.Bad hang-over.Got angry over minor stuff...What the hell is wrong with me......?
I amso fed-up but I don't know at what.I feel so lusy.Don't feel like going to school...

Loveless Act 6

As the meteors fall from the heavens.
As the animals run for shelter.
The angry god raises his hand.
And life perishes.
The last dandilion.
Slowly floating down.



I am getting angry for no reason...this happened for the past week and this week.
Feel like living in solitude now.
Today is still just as uneventful.
Sunday would be the same I guess.
Waiting for Her.
Will be visiting Popular soon enough.

These days are just starting to get bad.

Loveless Act 5

The thunder rolls across the sky.
Ashes fall as rain on ice.
Lightning shakes the earthly realm.
The wind blows and the grass dances.
The earthly growls and the angry roars.
The  hunt begins.



Stayed back till 5 to play basketball and learn how to play the piano.
I am aching......don't feel like doing my homework yet...
Might be swimming tomorrow...
So stressed and confused now......haiz......