Loveless Act 41

The lingering fear of failure
The wretched despair of loss
How does one conquer these obstacles
The Wandering Wanderer ponders



Well....was using the toilet halfway and then I decided to squeeze in this last post before I sleep....
Now lets see. Working at the Men's Fair is by far the worst fair I have ever worked at. I mean,if I have people who I can interact with (not old people mind you) I would not mind so much, but yeah... I was not so lucky... As much as I like to work,the prospect of working for 3 weeks more seems rather daunting..and this leads me to my next topic..

I wanted to work at the Hokkaido Fair for two reasons. The first was because of the staff there who are ever fun to work alongside with. And I guess the other would be her.

Somehow, I can't seem to shake off this weird feeling that I am hated and ignored by many people. Many of them girls. And maybe including her as well.I don't know..... I was never good with relationships....


Tchoukball....the word alone reminds me of countless number of times that I have jammed my fingers....but rather for today,I felt useless. My shin splint aside (gosh if annoys me....) I just can't seem to improve...

They say that problems are all interlinked regardless of how they started. I guess this applies now for me.....


Time to sleep now...eyes are getting droopy. Nights people.





" EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING THEY CAN DO AND CANNOT DO"