The lingering fear of failure
The wretched despair of loss
How does one conquer these obstacles
The Wandering Wanderer ponders
Well....was using the toilet halfway and then I decided to squeeze in this last post before I sleep....
Now lets see. Working at the Men's Fair is by far the worst fair I have ever worked at. I mean,if I have people who I can interact with (not old people mind you) I would not mind so much, but yeah... I was not so lucky... As much as I like to work,the prospect of working for 3 weeks more seems rather daunting..and this leads me to my next topic..
I wanted to work at the Hokkaido Fair for two reasons. The first was because of the staff there who are ever fun to work alongside with. And I guess the other would be her.
Somehow, I can't seem to shake off this weird feeling that I am hated and ignored by many people. Many of them girls. And maybe including her as well.I don't know..... I was never good with relationships....
Tchoukball....the word alone reminds me of countless number of times that I have jammed my fingers....but rather for today,I felt useless. My shin splint aside (gosh if annoys me....) I just can't seem to improve...
They say that problems are all interlinked regardless of how they started. I guess this applies now for me.....
Time to sleep now...eyes are getting droopy. Nights people.
" EVERYONE HAS SOMETHING THEY CAN DO AND CANNOT DO"
Friday, March 29, 2013
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Loveless Act 40
The journey forward was never easy
Every step with its consequences; with its rewards
One cannot hope to reap every reward
But rather one must choose which to embrace
It's been a while and so..............I am back.
Now that the baby fair has ended, I have currently 2 off days left, including the one I just 'wasted'. Not much to post about (again as usual). I sometimes wish my life was less mundane and more.......lets use the word exciting here. Again, my head is always in the clouds, trying to piece the information together. I don't dream, but I think. Like how Adam Savage puts it: the difference between screwing around and science, is writing it down. I guess the same goes for me here. Right now, all I can do is wait and fight for it.
Speaking of fight, I have yet to get my MMA equipment..........when I get my equipment,I guess I will be abusing them every week. Can't seem to manage my emotions sometimes...sigh....
Gonna stop here since I have to go to JB tomorrow to accompany my mum....and I am NOT looking forward to it.....wanted to go VivoCity to just relax there on the sky roof.....
" TIME IS PRECIOUS ONLY BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GET BACK LOST TIME. SAME GOES FOR LIFE."
Every step with its consequences; with its rewards
One cannot hope to reap every reward
But rather one must choose which to embrace
It's been a while and so..............I am back.
Now that the baby fair has ended, I have currently 2 off days left, including the one I just 'wasted'. Not much to post about (again as usual). I sometimes wish my life was less mundane and more.......lets use the word exciting here. Again, my head is always in the clouds, trying to piece the information together. I don't dream, but I think. Like how Adam Savage puts it: the difference between screwing around and science, is writing it down. I guess the same goes for me here. Right now, all I can do is wait and fight for it.
Speaking of fight, I have yet to get my MMA equipment..........when I get my equipment,I guess I will be abusing them every week. Can't seem to manage my emotions sometimes...sigh....
Gonna stop here since I have to go to JB tomorrow to accompany my mum....and I am NOT looking forward to it.....wanted to go VivoCity to just relax there on the sky roof.....
" TIME IS PRECIOUS ONLY BECAUSE YOU CAN'T GET BACK LOST TIME. SAME GOES FOR LIFE."
Thursday, March 21, 2013
Loveless Act 39
Every journey starts with a single step
The adventure is there for one to undertake
Every step filled with twists and turns
The story, of the Wandering Wanderer
Sigh, it has been close to a week since I last posted and honestly....I am almost always too bloody tired to actually post due to work commitments (and the pay is not helping)......but I guess today is appropriate for A post...
Over the the past 6 days, not much have changed since I have been working at Takashimaya....maybe except for a few NEW developments which I must say is pretty embarrassing to say the least.....
I have been asked a question on what am I doing......................the answer????
I HAVE NO IDEA
I mean,let's face it. I have NEVER been good around people to start with and now......even I am confused....As much as I want to spill everything out,some stuff are not meant to be said......yet......
Since there is not much I can do (is there?)........ I guess just talking and studying and training and lazing around would be good for now. Still have plenty of loose ends to tie up before school starts (and before I change my course of study).....
I guess I will end off here? Ya, I should. Going to Woodlands later on to have a cup of coffee with a like minded friend while talking about the usual 'mature' stuff (nothing dirty in case you people are thinking of THAT)...... Guess that's it then. Cheerio.
A " I HAVE 24 HOURS, WHAT DO YOU HAVE ? "
B " ME ? I HAVE A JOURNEY WHICH TRANSCENDS TIME ITSELF "
The adventure is there for one to undertake
Every step filled with twists and turns
The story, of the Wandering Wanderer
Sigh, it has been close to a week since I last posted and honestly....I am almost always too bloody tired to actually post due to work commitments (and the pay is not helping)......but I guess today is appropriate for A post...
Over the the past 6 days, not much have changed since I have been working at Takashimaya....maybe except for a few NEW developments which I must say is pretty embarrassing to say the least.....
I have been asked a question on what am I doing......................the answer????
I HAVE NO IDEA
I mean,let's face it. I have NEVER been good around people to start with and now......even I am confused....As much as I want to spill everything out,some stuff are not meant to be said......yet......
Since there is not much I can do (is there?)........ I guess just talking and studying and training and lazing around would be good for now. Still have plenty of loose ends to tie up before school starts (and before I change my course of study).....
I guess I will end off here? Ya, I should. Going to Woodlands later on to have a cup of coffee with a like minded friend while talking about the usual 'mature' stuff (nothing dirty in case you people are thinking of THAT)...... Guess that's it then. Cheerio.
A " I HAVE 24 HOURS, WHAT DO YOU HAVE ? "
B " ME ? I HAVE A JOURNEY WHICH TRANSCENDS TIME ITSELF "
Thursday, March 14, 2013
Loveless Act 38
The sun rises and the dew falls
The soil breaks and the seedling grows
The start of another adventure is at hand
Will you be ready for it
When I said I would be posting soon....I was not expecting it to be just a few hours apart.....
Anyway....today was quite ordinary except for a few bits and pieces which I shall NOT divulge out for fear of *mumble* *mumble* All I can say is that today was quite interesting. I do hope that somehow.......
" YOU SAID YOU WILL DO IT??? THEN GO AHEAD AND DO IT "
The soil breaks and the seedling grows
The start of another adventure is at hand
Will you be ready for it
When I said I would be posting soon....I was not expecting it to be just a few hours apart.....
Anyway....today was quite ordinary except for a few bits and pieces which I shall NOT divulge out for fear of *mumble* *mumble* All I can say is that today was quite interesting. I do hope that somehow.......
" YOU SAID YOU WILL DO IT??? THEN GO AHEAD AND DO IT "
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Loveless Act 37
Where to begin.....well, I suppose right at the beginning. It has been 8-9 months since my last post and honestly,much has changed ( even though I won't admit it)
First off, adapting to polytechnic life. I must say that I am spending more time in the library instead of home. I suppose, it's a good thing? To cut things short,in poly I have not changed much,safe for my hair style which I am not really particular of except when I am working. CCAs are still the same and I and basically the old me. Results wise....... I guess, unexpected would be a good word to use here?
Next, work. Well, I have on and off been back to Taka for part time jobs and also,much has changed. I guess it is for the better......but not the pay of course,it still sucks...... BUT ANYWAY, this brings me to my hated (and loved) topic of them all..................
Physical wise......still as puny as ever I guess? I just can't seem to get fat even with all the midnight snacks..... At least I am sparring with an old friend every now and then (oh the bruises!!!!!)
RELATIONSHIPS
Why you ask? Because I am (at least I think I am) afraid of getting into one myself (gamophobia they call it) Within this 9 months span, I have forged and broke plenty of them. An example,would be the 3 'brothers' of mine but I hope we will be back together. Next would be my dear Reika who is ALWAYS making me worried (if you are reading this,better let me know you are doing fine). And.................at Taka....well, to say the least, I have met quite a few people who I think are rather interesting (define what is interesting). Of course, being me.........................I am always at a loss.....of what to do and how to act.
Well, I guess this VERY BRIEF summary rounds up the 9 months span gap that I have missed out on. Not too sure when I would post again but I dare say it would be SOON.
AND as always, I will always end off with a quote (goodness gracious me.....)
"IT'S EASY TO LOSE YOUR WAY IN THE DARK AND BE AT YOUR JOURNEY'S END, BUT IT IS THE UNEXPECTED THAT MARKS THE START OF A NEW ADVENTURE"
And I suppose this is the start of mine.
First off, adapting to polytechnic life. I must say that I am spending more time in the library instead of home. I suppose, it's a good thing? To cut things short,in poly I have not changed much,safe for my hair style which I am not really particular of except when I am working. CCAs are still the same and I and basically the old me. Results wise....... I guess, unexpected would be a good word to use here?
Next, work. Well, I have on and off been back to Taka for part time jobs and also,much has changed. I guess it is for the better......but not the pay of course,it still sucks...... BUT ANYWAY, this brings me to my hated (and loved) topic of them all..................
Physical wise......still as puny as ever I guess? I just can't seem to get fat even with all the midnight snacks..... At least I am sparring with an old friend every now and then (oh the bruises!!!!!)
RELATIONSHIPS
Why you ask? Because I am (at least I think I am) afraid of getting into one myself (gamophobia they call it) Within this 9 months span, I have forged and broke plenty of them. An example,would be the 3 'brothers' of mine but I hope we will be back together. Next would be my dear Reika who is ALWAYS making me worried (if you are reading this,better let me know you are doing fine). And.................at Taka....well, to say the least, I have met quite a few people who I think are rather interesting (define what is interesting). Of course, being me.........................I am always at a loss.....of what to do and how to act.
Well, I guess this VERY BRIEF summary rounds up the 9 months span gap that I have missed out on. Not too sure when I would post again but I dare say it would be SOON.
AND as always, I will always end off with a quote (goodness gracious me.....)
"IT'S EASY TO LOSE YOUR WAY IN THE DARK AND BE AT YOUR JOURNEY'S END, BUT IT IS THE UNEXPECTED THAT MARKS THE START OF A NEW ADVENTURE"
And I suppose this is the start of mine.
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