Loveless Act 26

The fall of the sword as the last demon dies
The Hero emerges victorious to glorious cries
But behind the respected mask lies the truth
The image of the real deamon appears

The last rays of light slowly vanishes
Only to be replaced by the howling dark
Anxious faces look up to the sky
Awaiting their fate as all light dies




Sigh,it's been a long time since I last posted anything.
Well,not much to post about anyway.I did not really get the grades I should for the exams.
I am not doing well in choir either.Well,there would be a reason for that.
Many things have been happening in my life.
Many of which are......depressing
When the holidays came,I was happy,yet sad because it would mean I can get away from prying eyes
But it also meant I can't be with my friends.
Ironic,I know.But this is how my life is.
Like in many of my previous posts,I have talked about people leading better lives than me.
You can argue that at least I have parents unlike orphans.
You can also argue that I have roof under my head.
Say all you want because no one knows how it feels like to be far from the people you care about
Far from your friends,everything.
Many of you say I am cold and silent.
If I was your friend and you know me very well,would you still say the same thing?
Now that the holidays are about to end,so does my chance of being reunited with everyonr else.
Again,I am moving.This time to Bishan with my grandparents
Sure,you may say that at least it is nearer than Tiong Bahru.
But it is not home.
I don't know what being home feels like.
So many things have happended and changed.
I only want one thing.

And that is understanding from you people,my friends.
Remember in my previous post?
I said I was always hiding behind a mask?
It is true.Yet sometimes,I hate it.
I just can't find out which is the real me.
Am I the cold and steel-hearted John?
Am I the silent and dark Rui How?
There are so many more.So many more...
But which is the real one?
Which is the real me?
Or maybe,am I all of them put together?

I will end of with these quote


"The warrior believes solitude is what keeps him going,
   He believes  that only he himself can achieve his destiny
   But fighintg alone for ages against his enemies and himself
   Has revealed one thing: He was never alone.
   He believes that everything he had managed to accomplish
   Was because of his own sheer determination
    But always standing by his side were his friends
   He realised that they were the ones who gave him the strength
   The strength to overcome his enemies.And the darkness in him
   He realised that he was never alone and that there would always
   Always be people there who would stand by him to the very end"