Lovesless Act 15

Autumn leaves slowly fall to the ground.
The rustling wind slowly blows.
The endless expense,
The endless joy.

A sign of death.
A sound of sadness.
The coming end.
The end of life.




I hate and love my life.
My family is up and down.
I am soon going to study Pure Sciences but I have no idea whether the people there will accept me.
I am worried for chinese.I am slacking behind...again.
Victoria,are you angry with me?I know I have annoyed you but I did not mean to play with you or anything.
I don't even know what I did wrong.
Please give me a chance.

Loveless Act 14

The light shines down on the earth.
The goddess herself bathing in it's pure ray.
The clouds slowly parting the sky.
The sound of laughter.
The feeling of peace.

The light dies and a shadow grows.
The land laid bare and darkness everywhere.
The shadows leap and fly.
The sky full of ashes and cries.
The end of peace.




My family is really going crazy now.Everthing is a mess.I just hate it.
I want my dreams to come true.I want my imagination to come true.
A dream where no one is fighting.
An imagination where I can stay in a room myself.
All of these is just too crazy for me to handle.
I was looking forward to camp but now it is postponed to May.
I am going to have ot wait till then.
I just want a time where I can just lie on the earth and stare up at the night sky.
I want to be with you,Victoria.
I don't know whether you have feelings for me or not.
But you know that I have feelings for you.
Why is it that you don't want to believe it?
I am staying out of the house.
I don't want to be stuck in THIS place anymore.
I want to move.

Loveless Act 13

The lonely figure on the hill.
Staring out towards the sea.
The light from the moon gleaming down.
A flash of light and all is gone.








Things are getting pretty hectic.I always stay away from home if I have the chance.
Everyone needs spirit to fight.I still have mine.
I hold on to fight.
I have to hope for the best now.
Still holding on to dreams and hope.
I am waiting for the right time to grab that chance.

Lovesless Act 12

Starlight shines through the window
The moondrops that slowly fall
Dandelions flowing in the wind
Wild roses that sway in harmony




About a month since I last posted.I hate my life.
Well,part of it.Part of it keeps me fighting.
I am trying to do my best.
I am waiting for the councillor camp where I can just be alone.
Where I can think.
Victoria,happy belated.
I know I sang you a birthday song yesterday.
Happy birthday to you,happy birthday to you.Happy birthday to you...happy birthday to you.
Make a wish and blow out the candles.
14 years old.
Happy Birthday Victoria.