Loveless Act 35

Shall make a short post.
REALLY mixed up right now......
The thing about a girl?
They always make me think in circles....


Stuck without a single clue.....

Loveless Act 34

A LONG time since I last wrote on this blog.

Not a good time to write either.
Cut a long story short.
My life is still as bad as ever.
And POSSIBLY getting worse.

REALLY stuck between.......
Sometimes, I just can't seem to like myself......

Loveless Act 33

Loss of confidence
Lack of motivation
End of trust
Beginning of hardship


Don't really have the motivation to study right now... I just hate it.
Tired and not motivated. What a potent mix......

Loveless Act 32

The sight of a broken heart
The reality of life
The sound of gentle waves
The sound of tears.


Well,it's been awhile now. Now much to say.
What I really want to talk about is her.
I just talked to Claudia and...well,she is not wrong about anything,but I just hate it.
Love is a powerful thing.
It can heal
Yet,
I can kill.
Not saying I want to kill myself,but I am just sad.
For the first time.
I am truely lost.
Would things have been different in the past?
Sigh...

Victoria,if you are reading this,I hope that you will push aside whatever I may have done.
I only realise now that you are giving me a signal
You don't want me to bother you.
It's hard but...I don't know whether I can do it.

Loveless Act 31-Not a special chapter,but a special day.

Well,today is her birthday.I can only wish her Happy Birthday and nothing else....well,not entirely nothing else.
I got her a strap. No idea what to call it except for a strap.
Hm...I still feel shy about giving things to her personally.
Maybe I should?Or should I know?
Sigh...I am VERY sure I won't be the only one giving presents to her, but how to give it to her without feeling shy???

LOL...she should have netball training tomorrow so I THINK I can place it into her bag...but I think its better to give it to her personally.
Hmm...things don't get any better than this eh?

Loveless Act 29

The sight of a breaking dawn
The sound of the singing birds
The beginning of the beginning
The ending of the beginning



Tonight would be the last night that I am writing from Tiong Bahru.
I will be moving to Bishan tomorrow.
I don't think there is anything good about it.
The only thing that I take comfort in is that...I am closer...
I don't feel like writing much now.
I am tired.

Just a few more days before 14 Feb.
I hope I know what I am doing.
What I am writing might be wrong,but I am glad that some people actually want to talk to me.
I guess this is the last post from Tiong Bahru.



I also have something else to say.
Numbers are easily manipulated
And yes,I like _____

Loveless Act 28

The tears that fall from the face of the sad
Lands on the bodies of the dead
The end to war
But the beginning of sadness and hurt

What must one do to put everything right
What must be sacrificed to achieve peace
Thus the warrior ponders
And thus begins reclamation





I just want to tell everyone here that I do not like Victoria.
I am a fool and a liar.
I only ask that everyone who reads this would stop spreading rumours.
I will say it again.
I DO NOT LIKE VICTORIA
Please stop all the rumours
Insult me if you must,but stop all the nonsense about me liking her.
It was never true.
Just stop everything.